Its Friday.. Everyone prepare to gear up for Party.. Recieve call at 6pm, its my doting bossy farewell. Told mummy he resign she said i bully him end up he leaving.. Haha.. Thank you Bossy Ken. I been a bad girl during work but you entruste me big events to run, alot of opportunities given.. Every where i work, i am treated like a Princess but not the current.. So, i deicided to wear the new dress he brought me.. Love it alot, sexy with femine touch. Though had a huge arguemenit with him, i still text him in the morning. Whether to let nature take it course or brutally forcing him to be back together, i gonna reflect on things. Mount Faber is a place i learn the hardship of working, the pain of breaking up, the pain of getting sick.. when you leave that place you will be grateful at how much you brought along with you. SO, about 10plus phone started to ring and ask me head down for Zouk. It's Diana Birthday..
Zouk pretty crowded as usual. HTC was doing their promo and wanted us to take photo for them but with my peeling face i rejected.. Well, than a chain sequence of event happen when we are about to call it a Night. First PRC than the Nightmare of the night, i shall not talk about it. Learn a valuable lesson No More Dumb Mistake. Seriously, it scare the hell out of me when it happen. If i had text him and told him about it this wont happen but i didn't, Whyyyyyy What am i thinking!!! Texted him after nightmare ended, told him i needed to meet him. SO, i head down. With him around i know i am safe. Its something no words can describe. His like mine safe zone even we argue, he scold me, mad at me i know i did something wrong and it will.make me change.
Since that incident, today i felt a different person. Am i walking on the wrong path, what will it leads too. I gotta pull myself back. His afterall my ex, i gotta learn to be independent and execute the right decision. It took me so hard to be a Cabin Crew so i should treasure it do my best.
P.S i know my blog getting boring with words. Photo will be uploaded soon, after i gain more confidences to face the camera again.
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